Goodbye 2012...please come in 2013

I have not been blogging for quite sometime, this few years I have been so lazy though I could say this year is better I mean about blogging than last year. I thought I did wrote about new year but well last I wrote about it is in 2008. Well 4 years ago! There's a lot of things going on absolutely since then.

2012... 
Let's see what did I accomplish, I nearly made it to dean list. Nearly though tough luck. I should focus more. That's the hardest thing to do since I am not able to focus longer. Well that's me. I always always think about a lot of thing. Some friends said I over think things. I manage to lose 15 kgs of my weight you all! Yes, 15kgs. I may not look as small as I actually want to be so losing another pound will be my priority in 2103. Err..beside the license. I still have not taken any driving license. Yes...yes I know I must. That'll be 2013. This I promise. This year I make sure I get that license and post it here, there, everywhere in the internet. wow, that's the spirit! I hope it didn't die down half way. :p 

I can say there's a lot of bittersweet memories. I am thankful for all the friends and families that stood by me in all this years. I am thankful for such friend that I have. I have learnt that we could not trust anyone and everyone. I realize that some people just be your friend for their own benefit and there are others that just be your friends because that just they want to be without hidden agenda. I may not that harsh to ditch those useless friends halfway. But I just hope they realize what they did wrong. Thank you for all those that been sincere, that have been there for me whenever I need them, that have love me as friend should be. I have lots of love to give and I am sure I have lots of love for them. 

Love life? I don't have any unfortunately or is it fortunately? I know I should look at the other side of the field, I know I should open my heart (that's what they said) but being hopelessly romantic ( I am!) I want to be swept away from my feet with that one guy that is the ONE. That prince charming in fairytale. I believe one day it would come knocking on my door and if he lost his way or I move house...then I'm still bless with everyone I have around me. Look everything in life positively I believe. 

2013...
You come slowly but surely. i have lots of faith and hope in you. I am sure as hell 2013 would be better year. How I know? Because I believe every year should be better than the previous year. That's how I know 2013 would be better. There's a lot of things to be accomplish, a lot of plan line up. 

My number one priority would be well losing a lot lot lot of pounds before July. I'm hoping I could make it. I'm hoping I have the strength to do it. Cutback those devil foods and enjoy eating healthy even that means I have to eat like goat for the rest of the year. (some people said eating salad like goat lol) This I need to do....no I MUST do. Then there is that driving license I'm putting on hold for so long.... That'll be this year. Finally, that's also the dean list I've been eyeing. I need to be in that list. I want it so bad it hurts. 

I know I might not accomplish everything but at least I know where I'm heading. That's what matters. I hope this year bring as much luck in career and love department (if any) my mom would be happy to know I'm thinking about love. haha! 

Thanks thanks thanks to everyone that is in my life throughout 2012 and I hope you will be in it for many years to come. Thanks guys! you're the best. There's nothing more  that I could asked for I am just bless having all of you around. 

Let us welcome 2013 with open arms, with a lot of faith and hope. Hope that 2013 be a better year for us all and have faith that everything will fall to places this year. One more year gain, I do hope we become wiser and I do hope that our relationship become stronger and we live our life full of love. 

2012, it might not be  a good year for some but it definitely leave some meaning here and there. It might leave us with some good and bad memories but aren't they all? Just be bless with this year and look ahead for the coming new year. I know I am... 

Thanks 2012 and goodbye... I heard 2013 knocking at my door now. Do come in 2013... I am READY

Lots of love and Happy New Year, friend wherever you might be celebrating. 

Cambodia oh Cambodia

Cambodia...Kingdom of Wonder. 

I have been longing to go to this country ever since I heard and read about Pol Pot regime. I read about it and understand how inhumane it is. Therefore when opportunity knocks, when they asking me to arrange for out group holiday, I have chose Cambodia though most of them wanted to go to Phuket. Since Phuket flight is not as cheap as what we budgeted, I quietly booked flight to Phnom Penh and tell them afterwards. They forced to agree and I got what I wanted. Teehehe! We booked the flight since April for our 3rd November vacation.  Initially there should be 8 of us but it come down to only 5. 

My 75 litre bag-pack all set and ready to go

LCCT while having breakfast

Our flight schedule at 7.05 am. So we only have a little bit of sleep that night before taking taxi to LCCT.

Finally...

Filling up the form for immigration

Bird eye view

The flight was okay tho' the passenger well some of them a bit weird but what do you expect. There will always be weird people around so we don't bother. As long as we reached the place on time and safely.

We reached Phnom Penh airport after 1 hour 45 mins journey and immigration in Cambodia, I could say faster than the immigration in Indonesia and better too.

See that happy faces...

There! We're finally here

That happy faces...again

Outside the airport

With our tour guide....Ustaz Salleh is really good and could speak malay too! 

Off we go to the hotel and on the way I snap some pictures of building and monuments. Well, I'm the tourist so I'm acting like one. LOL!

Government offices

Government office again

Royal Palace

We check in to our hotel at River Star Hotel near riverside so the view is simply amazing. The hotel for a twin sharing room is really spacious although overall its an old hotel but the stay there was okay not scary. I forgot to snap the room pictures or even the hotel pictures. Guess I was so occupied snapping other picture. Hehe!

There are a lot of hotel in that area because this place is a tourist spot so night life here is better than other place in Phnom Penh. Well, most of the shop in Phnom Penh close at 9 so it is quiet town by 9. But luckily, not at this area. There are a lot of bars and spa centre that open till late. For traveller that love night life or some noise, you should stay around this area. 

Well, since we have morning flight so after check in we go to find some breakfast...again! The halal restaurant is just around the corner from our hotel. The teh tarik here and coffee are seriously gooooddd! So nice!!

Since I don't have the hotel pic. This is massage shop next to our hotel. That will do...:p

Halal restaurant near the hotel and yes, they could speak malay too

The menu...yes they are in Malay too... well mix with with English

This is the bread pate ..ham slices with french bread. Maybe just not my type of sandwich. It will be better without that chilli sauce and cucumber. 

 After brunch, we continue our tour. Yes, this is the tour that I wanted to go so much and I have read so much about it. The journey was okay. Well you can't expect so much on the road condition here but we have no complaint. Since there are VIPs coming to the first place that we suppose to go so we went to the second place instead.

I shall continue the tour details in my next post hopefully tonight so it could be published tomorrow. Hopefully... Should keep to my promise. Well I'll try...:D

All in all...Cambodia is really a kingdom of wonders and we have a blast while we are there. Oh, in case you want to know about our tour guide. do visit his facebook page Salleh Lee. I will do the review, I promise but believe me he's excellent and the fees we pay is all worth it.

Stay tune for my next chapter... huhu

It will be here one day....

When I sit alone in my room, in lrt or anywhere....I always think that as a human being I have tons of flaws. Some is acceptable but some just a bit too much. I admit we human being have a lot of flaws that maybe with determination we could overcome it make something useful out of it. Nowadays, the favourite topic always about me and my soul mate. Oh well, I understand their concern and I do respect that so that's why everytime the same topic comes out I will just participate and listen with open heart. Maybe it is a big deal for some that I have not find someone yet but for me, believe me...I think it's just not the time yet.

The talk I have earlier with one of my friends makes me  realize it is not because of how big I am or even how I look like it's just not the time yet. When god says, today is the day then on that day I'm gonna meet someone that I will spend my whole life with. (even thinking of that scares me) I never think I would stay with the one and only person for the rest of my life but well, who knows?

For me, you need to be ready mentally, physically and importantly financially to get married. It is not a joke or temporary stops. Marriage is forever. You know you are ready when you realize that you can't live without that person and you decide you want to spend the rest of your life with him. No doubt, no hesitation, it all feel just right. He is right, everything about him is right and make perfect sense. It is when you think he is perfect despite his imperfection. Accepting him the way he is despite all his flaws vice versa. When that comes, that is when I know I am ready.

I know age is catching up and I know that I might end up alone but then I always think I am not really alone when I have my siblings, my nephew, my niece...well my family and also my friends with me. I might grow old alone and I might not but lets keep praying that time that all been waiting for will eventually come. If it don't, then it don't. If it does, I know I have everyone blessing.

Maybe love will come knocking when we stop looking. Who knows? :)

Women are crazy and men are stupid?

I am on my bed...I can't sleep tho I suppose to finish up on my assigment tonight but typical me I will just change my plan and decided being lazy after all is rewarding. Shit, means I can't enjoy my Sunday and instead being miserable in my room completing my assignment. Oh, well it has been 3 months that I have no time, idea and willpower to write any single things on this poor blog of mine. I kept thinking, I need to write down my thought especially when I am alone in the ladies but then when I came out I decided to do something else. Talking about focus which I lack of one here!

After what it seems like a lot of month, I finally well not even finally I might complete reading this book. Women are crazy, men are stupid. It is mostly about he says, she says in one situation or event. It written by Howard J. Morris and Jenny Lee who is a comedic writer and in actual life are a pair. They wrote this book based on what happen and how they handle situation based on their personal point of view. I might forget what I read cos it has been ages and  the book is my friend when I am having me time in the toilet but what I realize we, women all have Jenny within us and yes, I admit we do sometimes act crazy. 

Men however handle situation differently, well sometimes I could say in most idiotic way or rather straight minded kind of thinking. They said what they want to say and do what they want to do while women are busy thinking what will the other half will think if we say wrong  things or even act in disapproving manner. I do agree, tho sometimes I don't agree with Jenny attitude or somehow actions but I also strongly agree men should care more and have more empathy instead of being a wood or a rock. Maybe show some emotion. 

I have past experience and I do admit I acted crazy in my relationship mostly to get attention of my ex and yes, he do sometimes well soooometimes act clever but most of the times he was lack of emotions and don't even show that he care. Been thinking of that, I think that's why we weren't together anymore. Hicks! 

Reminder, guys! Woman sometimes have some loose wire and acted crazy. This is because we care too much and we expect you to do the same too. It is not wrong to show a bit of emotion or to lower down your ego. It just shows that you care as much as we do. Well even not as much as us, at least you do care. Pay attention to your girls, you won't regret.

I do think this books is a good read for both men and women to understand relationship and also to look at a relationship from both point of view. I am not seeing anyone right now, but I read it just to understand how men do think. It is from real life experience so you know some of the situation in this book you could relate to. I love it that they tell their own set of stories in comical, hilarious and entertaining kind of way compare to other relationship book that mostly are boring and dull. Once you start reading it, you will want to finish it even it took long time like me. 

And yes, call my alter ego Jenny cause I do think I have Jenny within me. Well, aren't we are, ladies? Read it and you know you agree with me.  

Assignment... I ain't complain. NO...no no no

Well, I'm not in my early twenties but cause during my early twenties age I was so busy planning how to have fun I abandoned my studies half way. Yes, adik-adik please do not follow your sister (i mean ME) footsteps. It is not really a beautiful one. ahah! Well as the saying goes, better late than never with my own money (yes, I used up a lot of daddy's monies for my halfway studies. Yes, do not follow my footsteps, again remember!) I did my own research through my own survey and tada!! I found Wawasan Open University.

It is not as expensive as other Open Uni. but it is good. (at least for me) I am currently pursuing my degree (dah tua-tua yes, I know. so what?) when I first join not a lot of people know Wawasan but now there are a lot. Thanks to the promotion ands marketing campaign especially kat LRT KL Sentral if I'm not mistaken. Oh, well cut the crap. I actually want to talk about my course this sem. Yes, I confidently took 3 courses! And now, yes I actually regret my decision. Should have just follow what the counsellor suggestion. But no, knowing me and my stubborn head I went ahead and sign up for 3 courses. so good luck managing my time. Well, I do need luck...a lot of it!

My 1st class started and did i went for my 1st tutorial? The 1st class, I forgot the date and the next class for my other subject. I overslept and no I did not go for all my 1st tutorial. Now... I sit in front of my laptop thinking how should I start my assignment when I have no clue what the subject is. So help me god. I read the assignment question, flip the pages but yes, I'm still clueless. And now I decided instead of being clueless I better pour it in this blog. Cause I can't talk and complaint with myself alone in the room. so I complaint now.

I need peace of mind but maybe I won't get it now just because I am mentally tired. Oh, and I need to wake up for sahur in 4 hours so I think this is the end of flipping the assignment paper and I shall try tomorrow. May the force be with me tomorrow, hmmmm...

 This time table will keep me busy for the next 6 months...

New blogshop...errr

There are lots of blogshop nowadays and what I do with that? I become an online shop-a-holics. Well, plus side is I seldom goes to the mall and wasting my time but the dark side of it, I went online and shop till I realize I have finish lot more than I could finish if I went to the mall. I don't know, you tell me it is bad or good. At least I don't contribute to the the jam. (yes, jam is very famous here in KL. We love traffic jam) 

So cause I finish my money and become a very lazy person that sit inside the room and browse through all the online shopping website there is. I decided why not I make use of it? (see, I know I have a little bit of 'cleverness' inside of me...pffftt!!) Although now I love my room more now, but I'm still have not consider myself an anti-social. I do socialise... online? 

OK, back to the original story. Yes, my friends and me (3 of us) decided to try our luck in doing blogshop. So we created Adeezma Shoppe. Yes, Adeezma Shoppe. You see the picture above? There on top! That is our new blogshop. Our mission? We want to satisfy your hunger (ladies especially) so we could share our taste in fashion etc etc etc...  

We are so excited! I know I know... I;m a bit slow in updating blog. I'm trying you know! We do have physical shop in Bukit Jalil Night Walk. So in case, you like to touch and feel or even not sure about the size, you could always drop by at our CD-6 Bukit Jalil Night Walk. 

Come by or better still browse through our Adeezma Shoppe you might find something for you. 

With love! 

T.I.R.E,D

I have been busy. Well, I know everyone else does too but I am really busy up to my skull. I have just completed my first paper and 2nd paper will be in 4 days time. I have no effing time! Fortunately for me I just took 2 papers this term. At least my stress level is still manageable. 

Despite that, there is a company outing to be organize and yes also annual dinner coming up. Oh, and I'm one of the committee members. Ain't that awesome? I wish I could put this in my resume and maybe the interviewer might be impress. Ok, who am I kidding? Nobody will be impress with this. Nothing to be impress about. Well, I wish I got something with all this time and energy I poured to this organizing thingy. 

Well, it's gonna be a hell of month. I'm gonna be busy back to back every weekend and there is 2 islands to be visited in schedule. Should have fun visiting island, they say but I'm not sure I can say this for this trip. I'm gonna be freaking tired...

Well, I do need all the energy I could have now. Meantime, back to book!Time is ticking...

etc...etc...etc...

My goodness...this have been rollercoaster week no... a month for me. First my laptop decided that it need to rest so it stay rested forEVER! I have 2 assignments need to be done before midnite tomorrow and I have been searching high and low for emergency laptop. Thank god, I have a very kind, loving adorable brother that borrowed me his laptop for few days. That's it my assignment can be done. I can't even breath properly, he need to be on board therefore go back to square one. No laptop, pending assignments. So I turn to my brother in law for SOS and he lend me his laptop for a week. I need a freaking solution! Finally, I decided it's time for a new lappy. So we went around Mahkota Parade (yes, we bought it in Malacca tho there's more choices in KL) and yes...I can see my companion, my true love that's so sexy in red beaming at me from inside the shop. Therefore I decided to take it home with me. Now, I'm the proud owner of HP Pavilion G4 and yes, it have been too good so far that I have no complaint. 

Oh, right before that I went out with my petsis to @Loft. The place was ok, the song selection was marvellous and I have no complaint. But... the crowd will make you puke! It's a failure...All in all, we had fun and it was indeed a good night out. It really was good for me after what I've been through week before. 

Well, not that I want to blurt it out here. I will keep it to myself and also to my other close friends but definitely not here. What I can say is, things happen for a reason and it did open my eyes. I'm blessed and thank god for showing it to me before it's too late. Guess, the saying 'tepuk sebelah tangan tak bunyi' is actually very true. It's time for me to re-evaluate life and move forward.  Today, I tried doing my e-filing halfway then I realize that some of the information required I did not understand. Should I fill that blank or should not. am i elligible or am not? Fair enough, I decided to log out and delay the submission until I found out the answers. So, no I have not done my e-filing yet. (y? y? y need to do this every year? Hai...)


Today, is my dad's birthday! Sorry abah we did not get you anything this year but you know that we love you and always do. You are the coolest dad ever! I love him to bits. He may not be the perfect human being but he is a perfect dad for us. Thank god we have him as our dad and we will not trade him for another. 

Brooks Half Marathon 2012

I did something that I never thought I will do in my entire life. I signed up for a 10km marathon. Paid RM 48 and yes, I did it. I have doubt with myself until the event date. I doubt that I will finish it. I even doubt I could complete half of the run or for me 'walk'. Yes, it's a marathon and yet I decided to walk 3/4 of the whole marathon. I did not trained unlike my friends they did their fair bit of training and yes, a lot more fit than me. I mean whole lot more. Me? I did not train except for 3 km walk on treadmill once a week or once every 2 weeks. Backed out? I even think of doing it up to the last minute. What do I even get myself into I always question this. 

Well, after waited for few months the day finally arrived and I don't even feel tiny bit of excitement. I knew it was impossible for me to do it and yet I'm still forcing myself to go and just get over it once and for all. 11th March 2012, I did not even sleep the whole night. No, not because I'm so excited or nervous. I went out with my friends the whole night and only back home at 4am. I showered got myself ready and off to Bukit Jalil for the run. Not an inch of sleep. Hah! I am definitely crazy...

This is me the night before...

The marathon started and yes, I run not because I want to but because I quite terrified with the number of people pushing me and the excitement they have to start the marathon. And, yes a little shocked with the sound of the gunshot. 

The stadium

Before the marathon

Camwhoring!

It felt like I have walked and run, walked and run for nearly 3 km and when I saw the indicator it only show 1 km. Wtf??! I'm tired I wanted this to finish. How come it doesn't felt this far by car? But, what do you know in 2 hours time I manage to complete all 10km and yes i'm not the last one. 


Well, I know for some it's nothing to be proud of but for me I never did any marathon before in my whole entire life. (well, except jogathon in primary school :p) So, I'm proud and I don't care what other think. I'm still proud I did it without training and also SLEEP! I still did it. I did the 10 freaking km. Not ten steps but 10km! So, will this be my first and last? I hope not. It actually kind of addicted. But, if there is next time i'll make sure I did my fair bit of training and most importantly sleep. 

Thanks Sanly for the picture!

I did it! *chicken dance*

so proud! :D

This is my result :) 

Overall result

by category-10km woman

Heavenly Getaway...The Dusun part2

Well, I know it's long overdue. But, blame the schedule. I have got no free time to update this blog. My friend, Kristin have just uploaded out picture in Dusun and well, here it is for you all. Just look at the pic and tell me is it not worth your time going there? It is absolutely worth all of mine. I miss this place, a lot! 

The pool and hidden roof is Berembun House

The patio at the pool, cool ain't it?

Sora house

Beautiful Sora house

Sora house exterior

Interior

The main bedroom

The jacuzzi

The mini water feature

the bed at the 2nd floor or loteng

another bed

the kitchen

the balcony..coolness!

the whole house!

the bathroom

 all in all, as i said in my earlier post...the weekend at the Dusun is an amazing experience. At least, for me :) 


toodles! See ya in next post ya...


Picture credit to Kristine. Thanks darl!