Monday, September 21

Post Sunday syndrome & Minnesota intro


I am neither heartbroken nor that I am sad but I have listen to this song for 9 times and it is still repeating until now. I don't know why and don't ask why. It's just one of those days, that you suddenly remember this one particular song and you wanted to listen to this song until your ears bleed and maybe your neighbours as well. Yes, today is one of those days.

I remember start to listen to Toni Braxton since I was form 5 and i adored her, still am but i think those days her songs were totally the best! i listened to it everyday. Yes, everyday and i know all the songs and i still listen to it now. Even have her songs on Spotify.

August... been one awesome month. Just awesome. I am looking forward for 14th August since we start planning in March. 14 days of being away from work in just heavenly just what i need after all the things happening to me. To heal my broken soul. my injured wings.


Yes! I went to Minnesota. I love it there...it is so serene and peaceful. I am actually feel relaxed and indeed happy. Doesn't feel like going home at all!

Thanks Mike & Joel for the ticket. They are my uncles and yes they paid for my trip and yes I am forever grateful. Not in a million years i think i could set my foot there. Never! But now I can proudly says I did!! Put aside the currency rate are like s**t and i have to actually convert every single things i want to buy to see whether the price is the same with Malaysia or not. No i don't buy anything just few chocs.

Oh i definitely will come back even the flight is more than 27 hours. I will still come back. Even it is long and tiring. I will still go in a blink. Knowing you have a family there just awesome! i have a cool uncles! It took me at least a week to actually recovered from my post vacation syndrome because it's just hard to realize your reality is actually sucks from your dream.

I will try slowly write down all the places we went in Minnesota but please don't hold your breath i might not do it too soon or maybe not at all. huhu! I love you. Minnesota!

A week ago...i feel bored and while trying to find something to do i actually tried using wechat discover. I chatted with some guys and i found it rather interesting. Most of them only lasted for a day. Well blame it on me, chatting is not my forte and it turns me off to talk about shit stuff or rather boring if you can't find any similarity to chat.

First, i found out that i am kinda old to use this things haha! Second, you might end up with psychopath or maybe criminals. Third, you might just found a decent, fun & pleasant people to talk to. It is interesting to make friends with someone outside of your circle and it is not wrong for once in a while to go out of your comfort zone to try something new. I will not do the things i did for the past two weeks, I will not go to strangers and talked to them which i actually did. i guess the new me will.

I guessed USA makes me a whole new person and i have no regret...