Well, let's not get into details why it isn't working. Sometimes things just not working well even after 6 months. So yes. I decided today I'm gonna find out. What is it with that song and deadpool. So for the 2nd time in 35 years of my life. I went to watch movie... alone. Oh i kinda like it this time though. Not too bad. Well for anyone who never tried it. U SHUD (see how i stress that out) try. At least once. Maybe, being 35 i have accept the fact that I might going to be alone spinster haha! Harsh but true. Oh well...
Ok so i watched it. Deadpool. Nice. Very nice. Ryan Reynolds yes. Body to ehmmm... die for. Well maybe not die but just faint a little. Well maybe not faint maybe 3 days coma. Oh whatever. Well so i watched it and kinda get it. Well, i kinda understand now. Maybe too late. Maybe ours its just not quite there yet so that's why it ended just like that.
What i felt? I'd be lying if i said i don't feel anything. I'd be lying if i said i don't miss him but I'm not a fool. I decided it was a nice song. Another songs i have to put in my list since you have given me few songs. Another songs that will make my heart shudder everytime i listen to it. Well maybe shudder now but i will be ok. 6 months living with your presence it won't be too hard to let go right?
Everyone could survive heartbreak and i will too. So yes. I wish we had that Wham! Careless whisper moment but i guess it will never happened. At this point of time while I'm jotting this i still do miss you. I am. But it's ok i will be better. Things will get better. This is just a heartbroken me ranting.
So now who's gonna dance with me?
