I have not been blogging for quite sometime, this few years I have been so lazy though I could say this year is better I mean about blogging than last year. I thought I did wrote about new year but well last I wrote about it is in 2008. Well 4 years ago! There's a lot of things going on absolutely since then.
2012...
Let's see what did I accomplish, I nearly made it to dean list. Nearly though tough luck. I should focus more. That's the hardest thing to do since I am not able to focus longer. Well that's me. I always always think about a lot of thing. Some friends said I over think things. I manage to lose 15 kgs of my weight you all! Yes, 15kgs. I may not look as small as I actually want to be so losing another pound will be my priority in 2103. Err..beside the license. I still have not taken any driving license. Yes...yes I know I must. That'll be 2013. This I promise. This year I make sure I get that license and post it here, there, everywhere in the internet. wow, that's the spirit! I hope it didn't die down half way. :p
I can say there's a lot of bittersweet memories. I am thankful for all the friends and families that stood by me in all this years. I am thankful for such friend that I have. I have learnt that we could not trust anyone and everyone. I realize that some people just be your friend for their own benefit and there are others that just be your friends because that just they want to be without hidden agenda. I may not that harsh to ditch those useless friends halfway. But I just hope they realize what they did wrong. Thank you for all those that been sincere, that have been there for me whenever I need them, that have love me as friend should be. I have lots of love to give and I am sure I have lots of love for them.
Love life? I don't have any unfortunately or is it fortunately? I know I should look at the other side of the field, I know I should open my heart (that's what they said) but being hopelessly romantic ( I am!) I want to be swept away from my feet with that one guy that is the ONE. That prince charming in fairytale. I believe one day it would come knocking on my door and if he lost his way or I move house...then I'm still bless with everyone I have around me. Look everything in life positively I believe.
2013...
You come slowly but surely. i have lots of faith and hope in you. I am sure as hell 2013 would be better year. How I know? Because I believe every year should be better than the previous year. That's how I know 2013 would be better. There's a lot of things to be accomplish, a lot of plan line up.
My number one priority would be well losing a lot lot lot of pounds before July. I'm hoping I could make it. I'm hoping I have the strength to do it. Cutback those devil foods and enjoy eating healthy even that means I have to eat like goat for the rest of the year. (some people said eating salad like goat lol) This I need to do....no I MUST do. Then there is that driving license I'm putting on hold for so long.... That'll be this year. Finally, that's also the dean list I've been eyeing. I need to be in that list. I want it so bad it hurts.
I know I might not accomplish everything but at least I know where I'm heading. That's what matters. I hope this year bring as much luck in career and love department (if any) my mom would be happy to know I'm thinking about love. haha!
Thanks thanks thanks to everyone that is in my life throughout 2012 and I hope you will be in it for many years to come. Thanks guys! you're the best. There's nothing more that I could asked for I am just bless having all of you around.
Let us welcome 2013 with open arms, with a lot of faith and hope. Hope that 2013 be a better year for us all and have faith that everything will fall to places this year. One more year gain, I do hope we become wiser and I do hope that our relationship become stronger and we live our life full of love.
2012, it might not be a good year for some but it definitely leave some meaning here and there. It might leave us with some good and bad memories but aren't they all? Just be bless with this year and look ahead for the coming new year. I know I am...
Thanks 2012 and goodbye... I heard 2013 knocking at my door now. Do come in 2013... I am READY
Lots of love and Happy New Year, friend wherever you might be celebrating.
