Today 20th December 2011, it has been 4 months and 10 days since wan a.k.a my grandmother passed away. We did our kenduri for her last Saturday. It still hard to believe she's gone. No more resting, laying down on her bed. We will all gather around her on her bed. Think about it, it is impressive how the bed can stand all our weight (mind you, my family size is not small) No more rhyme or her beautiful voice reciting short doa or qur'an.
God, I missed her.
I hope she still with us. I hope I could listen to all her stories. All her life experience. All the advice or or better yet all her jokes. I dont mind to hear it even for hundred times. How I wish. I will give the world to have her back but it is impossible.
Wan, we missed you so much but we know god loves you more. You will always be here...right here in our heart, prayers and thought.
Ya Allah, tempatkan wan kami di kalangan kekasih-kekasihmu di syurga. Amin.
Love always....
