T.I.R.E,D

I have been busy. Well, I know everyone else does too but I am really busy up to my skull. I have just completed my first paper and 2nd paper will be in 4 days time. I have no effing time! Fortunately for me I just took 2 papers this term. At least my stress level is still manageable. 

Despite that, there is a company outing to be organize and yes also annual dinner coming up. Oh, and I'm one of the committee members. Ain't that awesome? I wish I could put this in my resume and maybe the interviewer might be impress. Ok, who am I kidding? Nobody will be impress with this. Nothing to be impress about. Well, I wish I got something with all this time and energy I poured to this organizing thingy. 

Well, it's gonna be a hell of month. I'm gonna be busy back to back every weekend and there is 2 islands to be visited in schedule. Should have fun visiting island, they say but I'm not sure I can say this for this trip. I'm gonna be freaking tired...

Well, I do need all the energy I could have now. Meantime, back to book!Time is ticking...

etc...etc...etc...

My goodness...this have been rollercoaster week no... a month for me. First my laptop decided that it need to rest so it stay rested forEVER! I have 2 assignments need to be done before midnite tomorrow and I have been searching high and low for emergency laptop. Thank god, I have a very kind, loving adorable brother that borrowed me his laptop for few days. That's it my assignment can be done. I can't even breath properly, he need to be on board therefore go back to square one. No laptop, pending assignments. So I turn to my brother in law for SOS and he lend me his laptop for a week. I need a freaking solution! Finally, I decided it's time for a new lappy. So we went around Mahkota Parade (yes, we bought it in Malacca tho there's more choices in KL) and yes...I can see my companion, my true love that's so sexy in red beaming at me from inside the shop. Therefore I decided to take it home with me. Now, I'm the proud owner of HP Pavilion G4 and yes, it have been too good so far that I have no complaint. 

Oh, right before that I went out with my petsis to @Loft. The place was ok, the song selection was marvellous and I have no complaint. But... the crowd will make you puke! It's a failure...All in all, we had fun and it was indeed a good night out. It really was good for me after what I've been through week before. 

Well, not that I want to blurt it out here. I will keep it to myself and also to my other close friends but definitely not here. What I can say is, things happen for a reason and it did open my eyes. I'm blessed and thank god for showing it to me before it's too late. Guess, the saying 'tepuk sebelah tangan tak bunyi' is actually very true. It's time for me to re-evaluate life and move forward.  Today, I tried doing my e-filing halfway then I realize that some of the information required I did not understand. Should I fill that blank or should not. am i elligible or am not? Fair enough, I decided to log out and delay the submission until I found out the answers. So, no I have not done my e-filing yet. (y? y? y need to do this every year? Hai...)


Today, is my dad's birthday! Sorry abah we did not get you anything this year but you know that we love you and always do. You are the coolest dad ever! I love him to bits. He may not be the perfect human being but he is a perfect dad for us. Thank god we have him as our dad and we will not trade him for another. 

Brooks Half Marathon 2012

I did something that I never thought I will do in my entire life. I signed up for a 10km marathon. Paid RM 48 and yes, I did it. I have doubt with myself until the event date. I doubt that I will finish it. I even doubt I could complete half of the run or for me 'walk'. Yes, it's a marathon and yet I decided to walk 3/4 of the whole marathon. I did not trained unlike my friends they did their fair bit of training and yes, a lot more fit than me. I mean whole lot more. Me? I did not train except for 3 km walk on treadmill once a week or once every 2 weeks. Backed out? I even think of doing it up to the last minute. What do I even get myself into I always question this. 

Well, after waited for few months the day finally arrived and I don't even feel tiny bit of excitement. I knew it was impossible for me to do it and yet I'm still forcing myself to go and just get over it once and for all. 11th March 2012, I did not even sleep the whole night. No, not because I'm so excited or nervous. I went out with my friends the whole night and only back home at 4am. I showered got myself ready and off to Bukit Jalil for the run. Not an inch of sleep. Hah! I am definitely crazy...

This is me the night before...

The marathon started and yes, I run not because I want to but because I quite terrified with the number of people pushing me and the excitement they have to start the marathon. And, yes a little shocked with the sound of the gunshot. 

The stadium

Before the marathon

Camwhoring!

It felt like I have walked and run, walked and run for nearly 3 km and when I saw the indicator it only show 1 km. Wtf??! I'm tired I wanted this to finish. How come it doesn't felt this far by car? But, what do you know in 2 hours time I manage to complete all 10km and yes i'm not the last one. 


Well, I know for some it's nothing to be proud of but for me I never did any marathon before in my whole entire life. (well, except jogathon in primary school :p) So, I'm proud and I don't care what other think. I'm still proud I did it without training and also SLEEP! I still did it. I did the 10 freaking km. Not ten steps but 10km! So, will this be my first and last? I hope not. It actually kind of addicted. But, if there is next time i'll make sure I did my fair bit of training and most importantly sleep. 

Thanks Sanly for the picture!

I did it! *chicken dance*

so proud! :D

This is my result :) 

Overall result

by category-10km woman

Heavenly Getaway...The Dusun part2

Well, I know it's long overdue. But, blame the schedule. I have got no free time to update this blog. My friend, Kristin have just uploaded out picture in Dusun and well, here it is for you all. Just look at the pic and tell me is it not worth your time going there? It is absolutely worth all of mine. I miss this place, a lot! 

The pool and hidden roof is Berembun House

The patio at the pool, cool ain't it?

Sora house

Beautiful Sora house

Sora house exterior

Interior

The main bedroom

The jacuzzi

The mini water feature

the bed at the 2nd floor or loteng

another bed

the kitchen

the balcony..coolness!

the whole house!

the bathroom

 all in all, as i said in my earlier post...the weekend at the Dusun is an amazing experience. At least, for me :) 


toodles! See ya in next post ya...


Picture credit to Kristine. Thanks darl! 

Exhausting week...dreamcatcher

I have been feeling so lethargic, fatigued and really so tired this whole week. It must have been due to that time of the month and also it must be the workload. I was on medical leave on Monday therefore my week started on Tuesday. Beside the fantastic workload that is waiting for me there is also some other personal things. I have not  been feeling too good and today i can feel my tonsils are swollen. Is it due to the weather or i have not been drinking a lot of water (i assume the later) and today. Yes, today mark the date Feb 23, I found out i need to wear glasses. My left eye is 125 and my right eye is 75. There goes my perfect eyesight. Guess, need to eat more carrot or maybe its too late now. I am sad...


There's a lot of things to share but my eyes are currently jealous with the affair i have with my laptop so it's already half closed while i'm typing this blog. Pardon the typo if there's any. 


Let me start with Tuesday, there nothing much except that I'm that busy and I did find time to go to gym alone. Let me tell you, working out alone is definitely boring out of my skull! Due to the boredom, you intend to feel you have working out decade ago but in actual fact it is only 5 minutes. So let say, I did a pit stop at the gym for a short while.


Wednesday came and went just like that and yes it's boring. i just realize how boring i am this week and plus how depressing I am. I know it's silly but i am so depressed the fact that my birthday is so near and i am getting too old. I'm 31 next week and there is a lot (believe me, a lot) That I need to achieve before turning another new leaf. I don't want to be an old dry leaf that serve no purpose. I have been thinking really hard, is it possible to achieve so many in the shortest time? Will it happened?  I wish i could turn back the time, but aren't everyone said the same thing? 


Today 23rd Feb 2012, we met at Oiso, thanks girls for remembering the day and for making this annual event for me. I know we know each other not more that 3 years but the bonding we have it feels a lot more than 3 years. You have been the best friend anyone could ever have. I am so blessed to have known all of you and to have you as my friends, mentor and most of all mini mama! All the years will not gone by easily without all your love and support. Thanks for the treat today. I really enjoy our time together. 


Thanks so much for being so understanding. I know we have our differences and I'm glad we always find a way to find our similarity. Thanks for always believe in me as I believe in you. I love you, girls! hope this friendship last a thousand more years to come. *hugs*

And, right now I can feel my tonsils is not getting any better. I better stop now. Guess, today is the same like yesterday , no assignment to be done. Pity me! 


This is the only picture i could find with the four of us during Kiew2 birthday last 2 years.