Hi all...

I have not been writing since forever... I have to admit I am actually missing it...damn a lot! Tho' I'm not much of a writer but I think it's ok actually for my own reading and whoever actually nice enough to read it.

A lot has been happening since a month ago. My dad's cat Lilo is finally pregnant and now is waiting to give birth...cepat la lilo..excited ni...well until this blog is written she is still pregnant and still has not officially become mommy yet. Cepat la Lilo...

My sister? She is actually adjusting well with married life. I guess she's born with it. Well, as for me... I am still adjusting life without her...and I think I'm coping well with it. I have been asked about marriage more often now since my sister married and my brother is on the way to be married. My answer is simple...I am not ready just yet and also I don't have anybody...Well, i think even if I have someone it's still the same. I am not ready to take this heavy commitment of sharing my life with someone else. Maybe not just yet.

Well, I know at this age I actually already been married at least 3 years but as people says age is just a number...and if you feel you are not ready you just not ready...so I do hope people stop asking such questions. You know I'm actually ready when you receive my invitation card. Hopefully...

My brother? Well, 70% of his wedding preparations is actually done. His fiancee, I am actually been trying to accept her into our family and cause I know I have to actually give her this chance and being fair to him. Well, I also love my brother so I sacrifice this much for him. He has been helping me a lot all this while. Not only me, actually our family. He been there for so many things until my parents mistaken him as their first child and i'm the second child...see how important he is...

So as his sister and the one he always share stories with since our younger days...I let my guard down and I accept his fiancee to my life and to my family life. I think she is still trying to cope with it. She's 20 and you can expect her to be childish in certain ways.

For this past few weeks I have been having strong feeling to start covering my head/wearing hijab (tudung in malay). I think it might be the time for me to open a new book and start to head for improvement. Major improvement. I need to improvise and i need to start a new. I don't want to be the same ol' me. I want to be the new me. I'm getting older and hopefully i'll be getting wiser. Insyallah. And I do hope,I'll be on the right path.

Since the spread of the deadly virus AH1N1, hope everone will be more cautious, wear mask and take care of your own cleanliness. Let's pray we could prevent this virus from spreading and killing more very soon.

Orange Day...

I always think orange is colour of energy, vibrant and also it's making people who wear it looks obviously cheerful...LOL! And i believe I'm quite right in that belief I have.

My office have come out with this theme last Friday. Whereby everyone was encourage to wear something orange and someone will be chosen a winner. Someone standout obviously. And guess what,everyone did feel happy and closer that day...Is it because of the colour or because we all goes out for lunch together in one group? Well, I would like to believe it's actually because of the colour and also because our boss, Wing Hun treat us for lunch. Thanks Wing Hun!!!!

Update! Update!!

Well, it's been 2 months...I have not been able to update this blog. First, it's the wedding...Yes, it's finally ended. The tiredness, the chaosness, the happiness and sadness. Yes, it's finally ended blissfully with full of blessing. Alhamdulillah...

We have moved into our new house in Cheras and loving every bit of it! Well, rumah ni quite big for the two of us but hopefully it will be comfortable for our growing familykan bah? After Nana's wedding there will be one more wedding...Ezad. It will be insyallah on this 29th of Nov.

Well, looking back...I realized my once little brother and sister has grown up to be a man and woman now. They now ave their own responsibility and own family to take care. Hopefully, whoever or whatever they become and how busy they are they always remember their family especially mom & dad. Even how busy they are managing their life...

I wanted to share bits and pieces of the big day with all of you and before that i would like to give credit to Faiq (he force me to) for letting me using his lappy. This house is so new it's not in the Telekom list yet so our internet got to wait!

Here goes...

Indonesia, baby!

Well. first and foremost...I think this year is the year that my brother and sister race themselves to the altar. Why? Why everyone need to get married in the same year? Penat tau tak?

Tho' i still HATE (yes, HATE) my brother's fiance but I'm helping him because he is my brother. And I love my brother...Afterall, blood is thicker than water.

The initial plan is my sister and I (just the two of us) will be flying to Jakarta this Friday to pick up her wedding souvenirs. But now, it become 5 of us. Yes, five F.I.V.E. Who? My friend, Cipah (yang memang always sebok tu), my mom and my auntie (Mak Intan yang cute mute). My brother is paying for my mom and my auntie as he need them to buy things for his wedding as well.

So, after a lot of negotiation and arguments, I manage to book them a seat on KLM. Well different flight with us. Nak mampos MAS fares already RM900++ per person whilst KLM 370++ per person. Actually RM299 but when I click yes, the fare become higher. (That's why some people say buying flight ticket is like stock market) But still lower than MAS la...

Well, I think if you all want to go to Jakarta the best choice is KLM. It actually cheaper and you don't have to pay to check in your luggage cos they give you allowance up to 20 kilos. And furthermore, it's comfy. (For me la, maybe others have different opinion)

At least my mom will be with my auntie so takde la dia takut sangat. Yes, my mom ni memang penakut... They will arrive and check in first whilst we will be arriving later at night.

So tak sabar nak merayau and have some time off from work...

Jakarta..here I come (macam tak pernah pergi, hehhe!!!)

Those who knows my sister, me or my family...U are invited!

Well, kad dah siap and I'm responsible to keep my promise to mak itam therefore below sneak preview (chewah!) of the card and picture of the future bride and groom



i'M NOT VERY GOOD AT SCANNING...SORRY LAH ALIGNMENT LARI SIKIT...Hehe!!